Last night i dreamt about my Best friend.. When i woke up this morning i feel affected about my dream.. It made me feel sad and depressed.. 
i miss her so badly..Since the day she had a bf she really changed a lot.. back in highschool we used to call "twins" by our friends and classmates.. because we're always together.. We eat lunch together,go to school meetings together and go home together.. But when the college time came we had less and less time to talk.. We're in the same school but had a different course.. her course was Tourism while i was in nursing.. Though we're in the same school we hardly see each other.. She had new friends and i have mine too.. Sem Break came and the closeness we had striked back to us.. So i thought we're back to beibg best friends again.. Then there come a time she met her beau.. I thought that wouldn't change it all..=( that made the situation worse.. it's not that i don't like the guy.. But my point is,though she had a bf sana she's always there parin when i have a problem.. LAst time i really had this really big problem that i just need someone that who can listen to me and someone who can be my crying shoulder.. but she's not there.. there was also a time where i need to go to this place and i want her to come w/ me.. She told me that she's not allowed to go out.. hinayaan ko nalang siya.. tapos bigla ko nalaman na umalis siya w/ her bf.. arrgghhh.. i really miss her.. i miss spending time w/ her at the mall,watch movies.. i also miss the times we went to some places and made fun of the peoples..
Of all my so-called best friends she's the only one who really makes my day happy,made me feel im special,loved me like im her real sister.. but all those things changed..
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have no classes today.. i just stayed home till 6.. we went to SLE to buy my sis a dress for her cheering dance tommorrow.. Haven't talk to my beau.. Miss him so much..=(
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